omg haven't blog for a while. well i'd love to share an experience i'll never forget. my school held a talent show named Gandhi's got Talent (i go to Gandhi Ancol National School) and my team (Freedom) is doing a skit based on Set Me Free sung by Casting Crowns. and it turns out realllyyyyy great. we practice for about 1 week before the audition. though at the first time most of us were pessimistic and didn't get serious on the practice but we made it through the audition.
then, here's the real deal. we were somehow not interested in practicing anymore and we only rehearsed 3 days before the show. but Thank You Lord, He did accompany us. we manage on gaining back our spirit in this thing. then, some problems arise. the day before the show, we haven't got the hoodie for the devil master and no make up for the devils. some of my friends rush to the thrift market and bought some garments for me to make the hoodie. my mom and i have to work on it until 2 pm! then, i was not sure if the hoodie would fit on my friend and it really stress me out. luckily it fit him though it was not so comfortable. my friends also manage to get the make up for us.
on the show day, we were so excited about performing on the stage that has been greatly decorated. we rush on the make up and hair do. then, when it's time for us to perform, i have never felt so nervous before. one of my friend feels like she needs to throw up her lunch. but the show must go on. i'm so happy to have lots of supportive friends in the crowd. they scream out really loud and give their applause. i can never describe the feelings when i hear the crowd from the stage. then, after our performance, the crowd scream out FREEDOM FREEDOM FREEDOM for several times. that was really awesome! after all performers are done, the MC gives some time for the judges. and guess what? we won the first place!!! all the efforts were nicely payed up. thankyou Lord for everything :)
here's our peformance. enjoy!
here's our member:
the black guys act as the devils while the one in soft brown vest is the human. the one beside the human act as Jesus. and we got some help for lighting from the grey shirt boy. while two man in the middle are our principal and vice-principal.
hey it's me blabbering again. i'm just gonna say something common yet important in our daily life. Doing What people Want Us To Do To Impress Them. let's be honest, we all have done it before, right? you try to look cool by doing what you're not supposed to do. like taking alcohol, drugs, etc.
recently, a have a slack with one of my best friend. she seems like acting bad just to look cool and pleased others. i'm not trying to be a goodie goodie here, but i was like, hey girl, get a life! it's pathetic to live based on other's opinion. i (and some of my friends) told her that it's not the right thing to do. she clearly exposed that she like doing bad things. not that i hate her or something but to be honest, i didn't see her as my best friend like how it use to be. but luckily she realized her mistake and try not to do it again. case closed.
leaving the solved problem behind, i wonder. is this what happened when we hang with the wrong circle? i'm not saying that my friend's friends are bad. but we have to admit sometimes we act by the environment. when you hang with good people, you'll act good and calm. but when we hang with bad people, we let out our wild side sometimes a little bit too much. i also love to have fun and it's important to give ourselves a break. but my point is, you have to know what's wrong and right. don't let others control your life. ignore them when they challenge you to do something you know that is bad. it's all for your own good. LOVE YOURSELF, PEOPLE!
hey this is my first post. my main reason to blog is to let out my thoughts but i don't feel comfortable when some friends read them. that is why i dont really mind about the grammar or spelling or anything that they say important.
i am a little sad now. since my crush seems like he is going out of the country. i even haven't talk to him :'( ah, what i am trying to be. i'm not strong. i am NOT a little sad. i feel brokenhearted. i've known him since we was on 3rd grade. he was my church buddy. but we never hang with the same circle which make me never talk to him. maybe once or twice if the situation support. i was OK with that but that was before i like him this much. we were separated for like 3 or 4 yrs. i met him again about 1year ago in a youth church (forgive me God for i have sinned). he has changed so much. a skinny quiet boy turns out to be a boy of my dream. he was tall, white, always smiling. he also plays guitar and basketball.
i am such a coward. i have been gaining my guts to talk to him since the first day i met him again but he was always surrounded by his friends. there is no way i'm going to talk to him and act stupidly (i know i will when i'm nervous) in front of a bunch of boys. i have no topic, anyway. i never thought he'll leave because i see no reason for him to do so. one of my close friend was a close friend of him (try to read it slowly if you don't understand) but she never help me to get closer to him though she knew i have this major crush for him. no personal reason, she just dont realized i desperately need her help :(
i know that he'll be leaving out of the country from his facebook account. i haven't know it for sure but this is my first hunch. i didn't see any other meanings beside it anyway. i surely hope my hunch was wrong.
lately, beside gaining my guts to talk to him, i also found his twitter and tweet him with enermous hope that he will tweet me back. i might turns out to be a lunatic thinking of him. please stay boy. please dont leave. not this soon. i need you to know that i'm not only an ordinary girl which is a friend of your friend's friend. i need you to know my feelings. i need you to know that you're my shooting star among the ordinary star. i need you to know that i want to know you more. please? :'(